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[motomotoyama]

I have yet another MRI scheduled for this Friday. Actually, it's two MRIs in one. The first part is to see if the tumor that was removed from my brachial plexus in 2016 has regrown, and the second to track the growth of the ones that are still present in my spinal column. I'd be very surprised if there hasn't been any growth, since my pain has been increasing steadily, and actually today is pretty excruciating. I'm on call for work so I can't take more pain medication or I'll be too foggy headed. I will go home and put on a CBD topical that works fairly well, so at least there is that.

One thing I think I'm going to start is going to Ladywell's, a spa near-ish my place, so I can soak in the hot tub and use the sauna. Heat, especially hot water seems to help, and I'm sure that with the colder weather coming up, it'll be a nice treat. Ladywell's is what I can a "naked lady" spa, because I am 12. It's more clothing optional, really, and I will definitely be opting for clothing, or rather a swimsuit. I'm too embarrassed of my body right now to let it all hang out there so to speak, but I can't keep just not going until I can get over that one way or another. So, a swimsuit it is. I'm sure it'll be fine. I'm looking forward to my first visit, but it'll have to wait until next week when I'm not on the hook for work.

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[freewaydiva]

I'm glad you're doing something nice for yourself, even if it totally qualifies as medicinal.